Six more weeks until graduation. Six more weeks until I can go home and strictly focus on losing weight and not be afraid of gaining it back, plus more. Being away at college has been so hard for me, especially my this year since it is my senior year and I’ve been extremely stressed out. There isn’t a day that passes where my weight doesn’t consume my every thought. This Friday was the most difficult; I weighed myself and I am living my worst nightmare of being 250 pounds. How did I let myself go like this? I don’t look or feel 250 pounds, but I do not feel good regardless of this fact. It breaks my heart to know that I am this heavy and have only been letting myself down. And to make matters worse, the number of jeans I own have been cutting down since they’ve been ripping or can’t fit into them anymore. My fat jeans that became my everyday jeans no longer exist since they ripped and my fatter jeans have taken their place. I just want to be small.
By the end of the year, I would like to be between 180-190 pounds.
So now I’m around 232-233 pounds! Also lost 3 inchs around my things, and inch around my stomach, and about half an inch around my waist and hips.
After watching the Dr. Oz show and doing some of my own research, I decided to add Garcinia Cambogia extract supplements to my diet. So far I have been getting good results and it’s only been a week and a half. I’m down roughly 4-5 pounds and I’m very excited. Hopefully this workout regime, healthy eating, and supplement will lead me to more success in the future!